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I have so much to say right now. It's as if I am finally being given the chance to respond to some remarks made behind my back, and remind people that there are 2 sides to every story. My side is the one that few asked about. Many assumed that they knew it, but I have a hunch that they are mistaken. Even if you've read my first entry, and think you understand the catalyst that pushed me to begin this diary, you may not really "get" it. That's only one side, my side. Today I received a gift...the other side of the story, from behind the door that closed to me.
So, lots and lots to say. But, and I'm sorry to be a tease, I'm not going to. Yet.
I really need to think about my words carefully. I know that they are being read by the very people I will be talking about. I may be using their own words to explain things. Unlike others, however, I don't want it to be used against them, just carelessly thrown into their faces. I don't want to do it in a hurtful way. I want to simply point out where things were very one-sided. Those places where people didn't stop and see the rest of the story. Those places where I was not given the dignity to respond myself because it was conducted behind my back. I may not have been given the chance to reply personally, but I can post it here, for anyone to see.
This should be a learning experience for all involved. However, I still feel that several people can not own up to their role and still play the blame game. Their score is me: 100%, themselves, 0%. Honestly, how often does it truly work that way? Think about it. Step up and take some responsibility. I have from day one.past | future
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